Monday, July 25, 2005

it's over.. finally.. everything is over. he had given up. he felt that he's not good enuff for me. he wished that i can find someone better. now i felt wat i've done to my previous. i told him that he can find someone better n i decided to leave him back then. i realised that i din think for him at all..it's all my selfish thinking. it has always been abt me. like this time, it has always been abt him.
surprsingly, i read e horoscope today and it said, juz give tihngs up, the tigher u hold on to it, the more despair u get, cos the person will juz appear to be more heartless. i was like, how true can this get? i'm puzzled.
perhaps i shld think in another way, he's thinking in my shoe. he doesnt want to hurt me anymore. but somehow i cant let go of things straight away. i've to admit that he had long let go of me. from the very day he got together with the other guy, i shld've already let him go at that point of time. perhpas he's right. he's nt right for me. i shld treasure wat i've with me now and not go for something that's already out of my grasp. considering my qualities, i shld hve no lack of suitors. i'm tired of loving someone already.. let someeone come and love me thn.

 D.A.  flew at 5:48 AM